Sunday, October 10, 2010
Yes Sir!
In the beginning of our DD relationsip it was decided by my husband that the proper use of name calling LOL would be required of me, I know that to some this probably seemed the most natural thing in the world. This was not so in my world. I still feel a little funny about it. When I am in trouble so to speak, addressing him as sir does come easier. I have given it great thought as to why it is difficult for me. the only thing I have came up with is I feel more like a little girl and that scares me I do not like to feel vulnerable I am however learning that it does deepen my submission. I hope to have it all figured soon and while I am at it I hope to also figure out why water is wet and the sky is up. I hope that everyone is enjoying their weekrnds and holidays. Oh and a little note to all I have a new computer and new mouse in which I am getting used to hence the typo's
Saturday, October 2, 2010
Do You Like Your Spouse
My Husband has been working at his new job now for about 5 months.
He is becoming aquainted with his fellow employees and they are all men.
There is one woman where he works and I think that it is probably due to the job requirements.
He spends alot of time at work and men evidently do talk. My husband and I are defnitely not
spokespeople for CDD or advocates either. We are believers. Its that smple we are skeptical and
can say for sure not when it comes to DD. This last week me and him were casualy talking about our relationship when he told me that he was surprised at the number of guys he has talked to al week that do not get along with their wives. It really is sad we didnt think that was a choice. It seems natural to like your spouse. I think back to a time when we were not getting along and realize that I wold love ro tell these guys
about our experience with DD and maybe see if it would help them. I however am not positive that
it could help. My husband has made a few friends and did say that they do like their wives and have been married for 20 plus years. These are the guys that he has shared our secret with. And whom he converses with while away feom home. I can not wait until the day when I say "We have been married 40 years". So for right now I settle on "He is my best friend" Not to bad I think to have to settle for that. I truly am blessed.
He is becoming aquainted with his fellow employees and they are all men.
There is one woman where he works and I think that it is probably due to the job requirements.
He spends alot of time at work and men evidently do talk. My husband and I are defnitely not
spokespeople for CDD or advocates either. We are believers. Its that smple we are skeptical and
can say for sure not when it comes to DD. This last week me and him were casualy talking about our relationship when he told me that he was surprised at the number of guys he has talked to al week that do not get along with their wives. It really is sad we didnt think that was a choice. It seems natural to like your spouse. I think back to a time when we were not getting along and realize that I wold love ro tell these guys
about our experience with DD and maybe see if it would help them. I however am not positive that
it could help. My husband has made a few friends and did say that they do like their wives and have been married for 20 plus years. These are the guys that he has shared our secret with. And whom he converses with while away feom home. I can not wait until the day when I say "We have been married 40 years". So for right now I settle on "He is my best friend" Not to bad I think to have to settle for that. I truly am blessed.
Friday, August 27, 2010
Total Trust
I knew I trusted my DH but like most wives I was not sure how much. I know now that it is complte.
Over the last three weeks we have been living in highly stressed enviroment and I do not mean the everyday normal stress families have. Our son was injured while away for summer vacation and was recovering in another state. This of course has called complete upheaval at home and a change in every area. (I am happy to report he is home and well). We went to that other state got our son and got out of there. So as I was saying after arriving home I had a serious attitude and it needed some adjusting.I do not remember what that final comment was that I made to my DH but I do remember what happened next. I was stripped bent over the bed and told that he was going to tie me to the bed to do it. Of course I was nervous but not really worrying. However instead of rope he grabbed the role of duct tape and secured me into the perfect spanking position with my butt or I should say target awaiting. And did I mention the only implements used were ones that I would not wish on my worst enemy.I received alot of swats to the point that keeping track was useless There were a few times that it got so intense I was sure that he was never going to stop. Of course he did but not before he got his point across. I can honestly say that being dominated that way was a wake up call. My DH was so upset at my behavior that he had to Duct tape me to the bed for the full effect. During the spanking. I realized that my DH was doing the best thing for us and that I knew that although he was.going to hurt my sit spot alot he was not going to hurt me. I was on the other hand hurting everyone around me including myself and losing a grip on the total situation. It is times like that I am so happy I have him to take care of me.Those of you that know what I have understand my needs and desires. I am so glad I have this place to share this part of my life. I could not imagine trying to explain this to most of my friends or family I would never get them to understand that I need discipline and I am so happy and fulfilled.
Over the last three weeks we have been living in highly stressed enviroment and I do not mean the everyday normal stress families have. Our son was injured while away for summer vacation and was recovering in another state. This of course has called complete upheaval at home and a change in every area. (I am happy to report he is home and well). We went to that other state got our son and got out of there. So as I was saying after arriving home I had a serious attitude and it needed some adjusting.I do not remember what that final comment was that I made to my DH but I do remember what happened next. I was stripped bent over the bed and told that he was going to tie me to the bed to do it. Of course I was nervous but not really worrying. However instead of rope he grabbed the role of duct tape and secured me into the perfect spanking position with my butt or I should say target awaiting. And did I mention the only implements used were ones that I would not wish on my worst enemy.I received alot of swats to the point that keeping track was useless There were a few times that it got so intense I was sure that he was never going to stop. Of course he did but not before he got his point across. I can honestly say that being dominated that way was a wake up call. My DH was so upset at my behavior that he had to Duct tape me to the bed for the full effect. During the spanking. I realized that my DH was doing the best thing for us and that I knew that although he was.going to hurt my sit spot alot he was not going to hurt me. I was on the other hand hurting everyone around me including myself and losing a grip on the total situation. It is times like that I am so happy I have him to take care of me.Those of you that know what I have understand my needs and desires. I am so glad I have this place to share this part of my life. I could not imagine trying to explain this to most of my friends or family I would never get them to understand that I need discipline and I am so happy and fulfilled.
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