Reconnecting

We have had a real stressful week. My husband is off on the weekends and Mondays.
That means we try to spend as much time together as a family as we do apart.
I for some reason was feeling out of sorts on Sunday and Monday and not following the
agreed upon rules we have in place. I was being sassy and I will admit my attitude was
horrible. I would get upset at something and stomp around and then be sorry I was acting
that way the next. I think that should have been a good indication that I was stressed to the max
and could have benefited from asking for a stress relief spanking. But then again since I was not myself
I figured that my HOH should be the expert mind reader and pick up on the fact that I need an outlet.
Well he did! After securing me by the back of the hair and leading me to bend over the bed I realized
That I should have took out my journal and wrote out what was bothering me and that I really do
not like punishment spankings when I have upset my husband. As I laid there with my face in the bed
I heard him moving things around in his drawer where the implements were and did not even look up
to see what I was in store for. I received 5 strokes with the loopy john thing on each side and then
I lost count of everything else. By the time he finished and took me in his arms to cuddle me I was
sorry, ashamed and more submissive then I have ever felt. I also could not describe the secure
warm, loved feeling that I felt. I am sitting here carefully might I add, but my attitude is great and
I feel like we reconnected last night and I have been renewed. It was definitely transformational
for me and I know that If I want to make the choice to misbehave in the future I can count on finding
myself in the same situation. I love my husband for stepping up and taking responsibility for correcting
and guiding me. And next time I will just ask for a spanking.