Total Trust

I knew I trusted my DH but like most wives I was not sure how much. I know now that it is complte.
Over the last three weeks we have been living in highly stressed enviroment and I do not mean the everyday normal stress families have. Our son was injured while away for summer vacation and was recovering in another state. This of course has called complete upheaval at home and a change in every area. (I am happy to report he is home and well). We went to that other state got our son and got out of there. So as I was saying after arriving home I had a serious attitude and it needed some adjusting.I do not remember what that final comment was that I made to my DH but I do remember what happened next. I was stripped bent over the bed and told that he was going to tie me to the bed to do it. Of course I was nervous but not really worrying. However instead of rope he grabbed the role of duct tape and secured me into the perfect spanking position with my butt or I should say target awaiting. And did I mention the only implements used were ones that I would not wish on my worst enemy.I received alot of swats to the point that keeping track was useless  There were a few times that it got so intense I was sure that he was never going to stop. Of course he did but not before he got his point across. I can honestly say that being dominated that way was a wake up call. My DH was so upset at my behavior that he had to Duct tape me to the bed for the full effect. During the spanking. I realized that my DH was doing the best thing for us and that I knew that although he was.going to hurt my sit spot alot he was not going to hurt me. I was on the other hand hurting everyone around me including myself and losing a grip on the total situation. It is times like that I am so happy I have him to take care of me.Those of you that know what I have understand my needs and desires. I am so glad I have this place to share this part of my life. I could not imagine trying to explain this to most of my friends or family I would never get them to understand that I need discipline and I am so happy and fulfilled.                                                                                                                                                                       

I asked For It

For some reason when I get a spanking if I do not cry or come to the point where I say OMG ok stop pleeaasse oww owww owwwww. I need more. My DH has come to realize this and is happy to help. I received a spanking the other night lets see Saturday night that I really left a lasting impression. I woke up Sunday morning and felt that I had been well spanked. I do not know what it is about this life that makes me want to tell everyone I know, maybe it is because so many people I come in contact with complain about the lack of intimacy in their marriage. It could also be the fact that spanking is a great deterrent to divorce. In the beginning I used to care about things like Why do I want to be spanked and am I a freak. The Only thing I think about now really is am I gonna be able to handle laying still submitting. So far I have had a few session that I consider over the top and I would not change them. I am using DD as a behavior management program. And I am Happy to report that it really is working.

What Would You Say

I recently had a friend who shared with me her desires to turn her marriage around.
She wants to make it like it used to be. I told her about DD and what it did and still
does for me and my marriage. I believe in this lifestyle having the ability to help maintain
the proper balance and I am telling her how to start DD. I have so many positive side effects
that it is hard to not make DD sound like it is too good to be true. I was wondering
what would be the most important things you would include when helping a friend
initiate DD. Her marriage is not bad she just has some control issues she needs to address
and I think that would strengthen her marriage alot.